Should I pick up the phone???

I tried to rally talk to this friend for a long time. Trying to tell her/him what I felt, how my life was, sharing my thought and feelings. She/he had always a good excuse for not listening... tired, working, going shopping, pissed off, in bad mood, had time but only talking for hours about how she/he felt...

Months went by and I gradually got distant... not at all resentful or angry... just my life went on and since I didn't manage to tell her/ him, I simply feel I have nothing to share anymore

Now she/ he's been ringing almost every day.

I really don't know why. And honestly do not care, it's like if someone on the tube when I'm listening to my favourite music on my Ipod wants to chat with me to pass the trip time. I simply do not care.

Should I pick up the phone for courtesy and fake it I care?

Or just let it go?

Lazy...

I've been to lazy to write anything in here, although I would really like to...

I'm writing from the office, today it's raining cats and dogs, a real summer thunderstorm.

I really feel lazier than ever... Thanksfully it's friday, and we'll leave for Barcelona in the afternoon, I'm really looking forward to a good weekend with friends and family.. and to detox.... from my old addiction..... AGE OF EMPIRES!!!!

Last night I started playing just for a few minutes..... and then I couldn't resist!! I was doing the Attila the Hun campaign.... I got really hooked I stopped at the early hours only because Ricard came to drag me to bed! And I dreamt of all the little men digging gold and building farms and cutting the woods......

Pictures from Yellowstone National Park - Summer trip to USA and Canada

Happiness

Tourists in Milan

We had Marta and Jotes from Barcelona last weekend, we had a really good time!!!

ps in the first picture you can see Ricard's growing belly.....

I'm the aunt of a baby Jabba the Hutt

Jabba Sara

Breaking the Waves

Picture from Casa Batllo, maybe the most oniric work by Gaudi.

Water is theme that inspired him to realize the complex architecture and decoration of the building.

ps: breaking the waves is a wierd scottish movies we happened to se filming in the isle of Sky back in 1996 I guess...

How to save a Life

I know I that my first-after a long time-post should be about something extremely serious, like how my life is developing towards reaching the ultimate Happiness (badly as usual, as you can imagine) or some extraordinary new adventure...

But I am really counting down to the next episode of Grey's Anatomy that will be aired on ABC TOMORROW!!!!

So..... my latest favourite soundtrack is obviously this one

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you


Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life.....