how can you manage to sleep...

when your heart is racing at maximum speed, your head is hummering and your nose completely blocked?

I remember when I was a kid my mum would tell me to imagine something beautiful and conforting, like a toy shop window...

It used to work... but not now :(

Saturday's cleanings

I was ordering my CDs and found these pictures of a trip to Norway we made 3 years ago...

We had a great time there, we made plenty of nature: woods, falls, lakes, ice, blue skies and midnight sun... unfortunately it was agoust so too late for northen lights.

Patience...

... it's saturday morning

I'm feeling really bad... my hospital adventures has just started and unfortunately things are a bit worse than it was supposed to be

Patience

Ricard's gone to the dentist

I'm here with Guns'N'Roses playing sooooooo loud...

TAKE ME DOWN TO THE PARADISE CITY....

I'm singing out even louder.... I love these songs, they're so full of energy and life!

And remind me of my 16years old when I was their greatest fan....

When I went to Tourin to see them live and splet the night in front of the stadium gate with my best friends Chiara and Irene to secure a front line place.
It was hot and sunny, we got sunburned, met many people like us, played cards for hours waiting fot the show to start. And then it was just an explosion of lights, guitars, drums and 100.000 people singing out loud... unbelievable emotional.

That day has been the happiest in my life for a long time.. and even now 14 years later it's still in a good rank :D

It's a great anti-depressive! Maybe my neighbours aren't so happy ;)

Spirits

A few days ago I visited a foto exibition by Francesca Woodman.

I'd already seen some of her works.

She was a very creative woman, quite a fragile soul, who died suiced when only 23.

Very inspiring works... and incredibly sad...

There was a time...

.... when I felt young and free and wild (like Bryan Adam's song...) but these days I just feel grey and old and weak and trapped....

Must absolutely leave this job. These people are sucking my energies out...
it is so frustating

I've always thought that sowing seed of love, understanding, respect was a long term investment

But I doubt any of them is any fertile to anything but egoism, gence, rage and greed

Maybe in some years time, but I just know that I can't go on like th

Don't know why...

.... There are thousands of ideas, thoughts, imagines in my little head when I'm going to bed or when I am waking up in the morning...

but they all seem to dissolve during the day......

Must be my brain-cell is day-sleeping :)